rest finally!!
hmm well i've got 3day MC from tan tock seng.. so im resting at home lor.. haha tink its my 1st trip there ever.. generally quite impressed la.. though waiting takes qutie long cos there's simply non-stop flow of patients.. k shant bore yu w accounts of my trip.. anw im referred to physio and specialist lor.. cos not THAT serious (no bone damages from x-ray) so wait prolly week or two.. hope to get back to trng soon!! comp is coming in mid-march man.. arrgh..
last week in camp was v lax-ed la.. cos they had the fighting thing then neva do lor.. yea.. was pretty bored frankly w nth to do every single day.. oh i spent alot of time to edit picures in the phone.. haha.. artistic me is back again!! =)
anw had gramdma's bdae celebration at some seafood hawker.. food's alright la.. ashton's grown much more active.. making funny noises and bIIG BIGG expressions at certain actions or sounds.. haha.. carried him for the longest time ever.. abt 8mins? haha and it was alr rather tiring! omg i neva imagined it to be this way.. haha..
anw after reading samuel's chinhoe's tag's tickle-me-EMO entries............................ (tag, i dun need another note to say that's not funny or wad. ur way too predictable..heh) hmmm i've decided that i shall write NOT yet another emo entry.. haha actually tots did came to my mind but hey. yu noe wad.. forget it.. haha.. yea forget it.. they've said enough. i'll just be doing a mere summary of wad they say. but to me, i already carry a more open-mind towards many things.. i used to be a freaking damned pessimist.. like if i read my entries 2-3 years ago i tink i'll get goosebumps like anything? hmm but yea like wad everyone says, army really makes a person grow up be a man or sth. i might not have endured physical hardships like the officers or specs.. or like our dear PROUD-COMMANDO-WHO-WEARS-RED-BERET-MR-CHOW-YONG-JUN... haha seriously, no offence. but i guess they've not been put in my kinda situation either.. having to learn to live w completely outa-ur-usual-comfort-zone pple.. mentally, its straining too. but it gets beta after time, just like physical training does....
hmm n yea ever since my SOL charge, i've seem to have gotten a new outlook of life.. i believe i used to take everything too seriously.. tts d reason y argument arises, misunderstandings happen and unhappy/hurtful words were said... tts quite sad isn't it??? hmm tts y when i see samuel's recent bouts of "creative writing" i would call them, i had a mixed reaction.. one, i admire his forte, at writing abt serious issues n thought-proking topics yet at the same time injecting shitloads of slapstick humour into them, which makes his writings even more thought-provoking! haha.. BUT on the other hand, i thought "hmmm is he complicating things up a little too much?" i mean trust me i love to read d way he wrote abt all those stuff, the way he thinks etc... but yea.. i wouldnt wana fill my heads w those thoughts.. it'll be mind-boggling.. heh.
though i must admit there are time when the urge to emo arises in me too.. but now i really wana try to prevent that from happening.. whereas if a problem arises, i try to put myself into a so-called trance.. like mental blockage kinda stuff.. takes myself OFF the issue by plugging into my fav hiphop tunes or sth.. jus sth to keep my mind OFF the issue completely.. bcos i believe EVERYTHING CAN BE SOLVED AND WILL BE RESOLVED. SOME DAY. and i've been reading books.. well yu can call them self-help books. hahahaa.. i dun need THAT much help yu know, in case yu guys are wondering. but hey no harm reading them since they're interesting. owaes room for self-improvement aye? yup d above method was wad i read abt sometime back.. AND after yu get outta tt trance, chances are yu feel better, your mind's clearer, and yu realise somehow, what yu feel is so different from how yu felt b4 yu entered tt "zone".. which in turn lets yu feel more positive and optimistic abt your problem at hand, thus allowing yu to solve it better!! amazing isn't it.... haha. k some of ur sure HUH WTF.. but yea i've been typing all these non-stop.. haha perhaps only i can understand wad im saying....
yup samuel, do continue writing.. haha im just saying my piece, cos reading ur entries LED me to tinking abt this issue.. not that im criticising what yu're writing alright? haha..
last week in camp was v lax-ed la.. cos they had the fighting thing then neva do lor.. yea.. was pretty bored frankly w nth to do every single day.. oh i spent alot of time to edit picures in the phone.. haha.. artistic me is back again!! =)
my hp wallpaper currently!
anw had gramdma's bdae celebration at some seafood hawker.. food's alright la.. ashton's grown much more active.. making funny noises and bIIG BIGG expressions at certain actions or sounds.. haha.. carried him for the longest time ever.. abt 8mins? haha and it was alr rather tiring! omg i neva imagined it to be this way.. haha..
anw after reading samuel's chinhoe's tag's tickle-me-EMO entries............................ (tag, i dun need another note to say that's not funny or wad. ur way too predictable..heh) hmmm i've decided that i shall write NOT yet another emo entry.. haha actually tots did came to my mind but hey. yu noe wad.. forget it.. haha.. yea forget it.. they've said enough. i'll just be doing a mere summary of wad they say. but to me, i already carry a more open-mind towards many things.. i used to be a freaking damned pessimist.. like if i read my entries 2-3 years ago i tink i'll get goosebumps like anything? hmm but yea like wad everyone says, army really makes a person grow up be a man or sth. i might not have endured physical hardships like the officers or specs.. or like our dear PROUD-COMMANDO-WHO-WEARS-RED-BERET-MR-CHOW-YONG-JUN... haha seriously, no offence. but i guess they've not been put in my kinda situation either.. having to learn to live w completely outa-ur-usual-comfort-zone pple.. mentally, its straining too. but it gets beta after time, just like physical training does....
hmm n yea ever since my SOL charge, i've seem to have gotten a new outlook of life.. i believe i used to take everything too seriously.. tts d reason y argument arises, misunderstandings happen and unhappy/hurtful words were said... tts quite sad isn't it??? hmm tts y when i see samuel's recent bouts of "creative writing" i would call them, i had a mixed reaction.. one, i admire his forte, at writing abt serious issues n thought-proking topics yet at the same time injecting shitloads of slapstick humour into them, which makes his writings even more thought-provoking! haha.. BUT on the other hand, i thought "hmmm is he complicating things up a little too much?" i mean trust me i love to read d way he wrote abt all those stuff, the way he thinks etc... but yea.. i wouldnt wana fill my heads w those thoughts.. it'll be mind-boggling.. heh.
though i must admit there are time when the urge to emo arises in me too.. but now i really wana try to prevent that from happening.. whereas if a problem arises, i try to put myself into a so-called trance.. like mental blockage kinda stuff.. takes myself OFF the issue by plugging into my fav hiphop tunes or sth.. jus sth to keep my mind OFF the issue completely.. bcos i believe EVERYTHING CAN BE SOLVED AND WILL BE RESOLVED. SOME DAY. and i've been reading books.. well yu can call them self-help books. hahahaa.. i dun need THAT much help yu know, in case yu guys are wondering. but hey no harm reading them since they're interesting. owaes room for self-improvement aye? yup d above method was wad i read abt sometime back.. AND after yu get outta tt trance, chances are yu feel better, your mind's clearer, and yu realise somehow, what yu feel is so different from how yu felt b4 yu entered tt "zone".. which in turn lets yu feel more positive and optimistic abt your problem at hand, thus allowing yu to solve it better!! amazing isn't it.... haha. k some of ur sure HUH WTF.. but yea i've been typing all these non-stop.. haha perhaps only i can understand wad im saying....
yup samuel, do continue writing.. haha im just saying my piece, cos reading ur entries LED me to tinking abt this issue.. not that im criticising what yu're writing alright? haha..
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